| Location | Rotherham |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 22/03/2008 |
| Date of Death | 22/03/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,003 since 10/08/2009 |
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this site is in memory of our beloved daughter Alexis, who was taken from us at birth!!!!!!! she was born at 40 weeks plus 6 days and weighed 8lb 13oz. She was so beautiful and perfect in every way and it has been an up heaved struggle to deal with her loss.
Love you Alexis so much!!!!!
I will never forget the day i was in labour, so nervous about what the pain was going to be like and that i was finally going to become a mum. I was in labour for 13 hours, the 1st contractions started in the supermarket and we dropped my mum n brother home, quickly nipped to my partners brothers house then eventually went home. I grined and beared as long as i could then we went to drop the dog of at my partners mums then headed straight to the hospital.
In the hospital i was throwing up with nerves and i was shaking so much, the midwife then ran me a bath with aromatherapy oils. I was in the bath for about 4 hours and i had enough, so i went back to the room and was examined, great i was 7 cm dilated, not much longer now. After a couple more hours i was fully dilated and the midwife swapped shifts with another. i started getting prepared to push and it lasted an hour and 20 minutes. My alexis was born at 8:19am and all i remember was no cry, why wasn't she making a noise???? one midwife pressing a buzzer, alexis taken over to the machine, resusitating and around 10 doctors rushing through, the head midwife telling me everything is going to be alright, she is just struggling to breathe. a few minutes later hearing the doctors saying it doesn't look good, and then we had the dreaded verdict, that she had died, they tried all they could. I will never forget that day!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was supposed to be the most happiest day of my life and yet it turned around to be a living nightmare. I was all alone, no baby, no live, how was everyone going to know that i became a mother. Having to tell family and friends the awful news was the most hardest thing i have ever had to do in my life. phoning them and hearing their excitement turn to silence and heartache. Having to leave her at the hospital the day after was so difficult, seeing other mothers taking their newborns home and i had to leave mine behind!!!!! My heart will never be whole again, there's a part that will always be missing till i see my little girl once again. love you my little princess xxxxxxx
happy 3rd birthday
happy 3rd birthday sweetheart, love and miss you soooo much
you are always in our thoughts day by day
hope you are alright up there, sleeptight till we meet again, love you xxxxxxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Happy 2nd Birthday my little princess
love you so much alexis, words will never describe!!!!
We wanted to do something special just for you today
to let you know that you are loved more than words can say.
hope you can see our candles lit in the heavens up above,
they will shine on this your special day as a symbol of our love.
alexis annette kelemen
god looked around his garden & found an empty place,
he then looked down upon this earth & saw your beautiful face,
he put his arms around you & lifted you to rest,
his garden must be beautiful he only takes the best.
he saw your path was difficuilt
he closed your tired eyes,
he whispered to you peace be thine & gave you wings to fly.
it broke our hearts to lose you,
but you did not go alone,
for part of us went with you alexis,
the day god called you home.
always in my heart my beautiful angel,your heartbroken nanan annette xxx
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
To bring you down again.
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say good-bye.
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God knows why.
Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow,
What it meant to lose you,
No one will ever know.
When we are sad and lonely,
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
"Cheer up and carry on."
Each time we look at your pictures,
You seem to smile and say,
"Don't cry, I'm only sleeping,
We'll meet again someday."
The Four Candles
The four candles burned slowly
Their ambiance was so soft you
Could hear them speak.......
The first candle said “I am peace, but these days, no one wants to keep me lit.”
Then peace’s flame slowly diminishes and goes out completely.
The second candle said “I am Faith, but these days, I am no longer indispensable.”
Then Faith’s flame slowly diminishes and goes out completely.
Sadly the third candle spoke “I am Love and I haven’t the strength to stay lit any longer.” “People put me aside and don’t understand my importance. They even forget to love those who are nearest to them.”
And waiting no longer, Love goes out completely.
Suddenly........
A child enters the room and sees the three candles no longer burning.
The child begins to cry, “Why are you not burning? You are supposed to stay lit until the end.”
Then the fourth candle spoke gently to the little boy, “Don’t be afraid, for I am Hope, and while I still burn, we can re-light the other candles.”
With shining eyes the child took the candle of Hope and lit the other three candles.
Never let the Flame of Hope go out in your life.
I am so sorry for your loss. Your baby girl is so beautiful and perfect it must break your hearts. People say time is a healer but I'm sure you're finding that difficult to believe. You will never get over this but you will get through it. Take care and stay in love.
Rest in Peace
My heart truly goes out 2 you, May your very beautiful angel rest in peace in the angel garden, my thoughts are with you
Love katie and angel Charlotte-May
perfect little angel
she is absolutely beautiful im a mum and my heart goes out to you stay strong x jane manchester
Last night i had a dream,
I rang Heaven on the phone,
I asked the Angels up above,
If Alexis could come home.
The Angels whispered sweetly ""
Thats far beyond our means,
Your Alexis is sleeping peacefully,
And you can see her in your dreams
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